Change sucks. Yes it’s necessary, inevitable, and
unavoidable but still sucks!
Uncertainty is exciting and scary. There are so many things
to consider.
Here is a letter that I composed over a month ago. Much of
the change is still on the horizon, though a few things have taken place. It is
still appropriate overall and worthy of rereading.
Change!
There is a lot of that coming up in our lives in the next
few months! We will be buying a house, saying good bye to my horse, having my
mom move in with us (she owns the house we live in) moving, and adapting to our
new lives as responsible adults.
Some might view this as exciting, exhausting, sad, happy,
relief, you name it. I could Google emotion and I will probably be feeling all
of those coming up. For me it is all together and depending on the moment and
what I'm obsessing over (house hunting, saying good bye to Lute, the to do
list, the endless everyday things, and oh yeah the kids- a toddler and
preschooler, I have a wealth of exhaustion and overwhelmation!
My pledge- I am going to do my best to find the positive and
remain optimistic that the perfect house is out there, by not buying right away
we can spend some time with nay nay, and my horse has had an amazing life and
deserves to be put down before he hurts himself more (he injured himself a few
months ago and is still lame off and on and losing a lot of weight.
Yes I'm going to add be optimistic to my HUGE to do list for
myself and family!
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